Sunday, January 28, 2007

wha. damn pissed now la.
could have gotten a bag thru a spree online.
which cost like $13 sing when outside is selling 30+
argh. just because i dont have internet banking account. damn sian alr
tsk.
kill me

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national team selection today
i didn't go
not that i want to sleep, just that i know im not cut out
im not cut out for anything
so much i want to be in a team to play with
so much that i have no confidence in myself
again, i choose to run away

if people hates me
what do i do.
a)prove them wrong
b)change myself
c)hate them

i wont do anything, i'll be myself

if friends seems to be getting further away from you
what do you do ?
a) tell them, ask them
b) try to make things up
c) wait

i used to make things up, but i wont anymore
maybe i'll wait.
if you asked, what am i waiting for
honestly, i have no idea

if your r/s is turning sour,
what do you do?
a) talk to that person
b) break up
c) keep quiet

i'll choose keep quiet back then
i wish i'll feel less
i wish i wld be less demanding
i wish..
look, wish..

because you hope, that's why you get disappointed
be careful of what you hope for..
for it might never come true
when you hope, you choose to believe
when you choose to believe to be not the thing you want
you run, when you run
it's hard to come back to reality





met gen in the afternoon. with adrian.
one couple and another couple.
and im all alone.
at some lil street near tanglin
ate at samy curry. nice ! and cheese naan !
den chill at ps cafe. very nice place.
play 5 10 and forfeit was sugar cubes. almost died of diabetes. i swear
and train home.

i like the bus ride home
when you just, sit and stone, listening to sad love song
lookg out of the window during rainy days..


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when you feel like its everything
but its nothing that you have

love, friends. i don't know

sing like no one can hear you
laugh like you never did before
dream like the dreams that will never come true
live like today is the last day
love like you never get hurt before

i cant do whatever that is stated.

fart and run 1:50 AM