Sunday, December 17, 2006

friday was the last day of skl and hell it sucks
i hate you, stop thinking highly of yourself
nevermind i shall stop bothering bout other people and make myself unhappy
if i don mind so much, it wont irritate me
ok, i'll do that

aungthu gave me a ride back home after work on sat

and sakae with julia today
happy 18th birthday, julia (:




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When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

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Now, I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,I don't want to take you,
but I don't want to be the one to cry.

And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you, I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.


highlighted reflects how i feel now

fart and run 2:36 AM