the temptation of contacting you the entire day was overpowering me. i controlled. i told myself, i cant. cause' its called giving you pressure.
ery ring my phone gave off, i was praying so hard there's 0.01% chance it might be you. yeah, although chance may be so slim. i still hope. just like, even when one day if i were blind, even i was given that amount of chance to see the light, i'll take the chance. evn if that fails, i would have to die. i'll still bear that hope. hahaha. shit. now im dying.
side by side. shoulders to shoulders. no whispering. i was trying to read your mind. you ignore me. you never used to be like this.. i change. i change to a person i rly hope for things to happen.
life's just like a flower. it was blooming and make all girls go weak on their knees. but it was lack of the sun, the water.. it wilt over time..
so short.. yet so beautiful.. love.. so indescribable.
am i still in on yr mind ?
i always fail in this game. if it was like 5-10-5-10 i bet i wld hav KO by now.
im losing my faith.. im losing myself..
when can i be the alexis.. looking forward to meet up a person i love..
no matter what i do.. all i think about is you..
kailan: thanks for the pretty flower. awesome. u're the 2nd person who gave me flower. i appreciate it.
when i look into the reflection of the glass, i saw you. when it rains, i thought you were hugging me.. when i was walking on the patterns of the tiles laid in the mall, i thought you were playing along with me.. when i get all angry, i thought a kiss was laid on my ears.
