i dont know why i feel damn sian at work today. it wasnt the usual me. ahh, maybe not fun today.
watch you me and dupree. pastamania.
the more you hope, the greater the disappointment. teach me how to not hope, when u feel so much for one even its over.
maybe its ok for you not to call me, text me or anything anymore. no obligation to do it. i cant argue like why you treated me this way. you know little things make ends meet. but i felt, its getting further.
i dont remember how happy we were, but how hard we have to make things happen, how often we had quarrels, and how much disappointment we all undergo..
and, do you ever feel as much as i feel for you, for anything. fuck. i want to know. but i guess i'll choose not to know. i don't want. cause' im afraid the truth will hurt..
