come think of it. im way happier than i was in sec skl. i saw genevieve's friendster. i duno why i feel this way. but i think she is the friend i don't want to keep. sometimes i really think im a big hypocrite la. but life is jus this way, i guess. i see her change somehow. i feel as tho she is trying to be someone she is not just to blend into her environment. all day she think about pubbing, clubbing, guys, money, pretty clothes.. doesnt she worry about her future ? the least is to get a decent diploma in SIM. i think that's the minimum she can do. im worrying for her, altho it's none of my business. if we were said to be best friends, i really dont know what's so similar bout us..
im way happier with what i've got now. and im thankful and damn lucky. really. friends, canoe polo, teammates, and D.. and Baguette, happiest workg place la ! maybe its still early for me to judge. im way too kaopei ! haha.
jr girls seeems v happy now. when i see a happy group, i often think to myself, are they really happy or just putting up a fake front.. if my batch used to be this way, how will it be like now ?
ok alexis, stop poking yr nose in someone's business. mind yr own.
you know something, altho life sucks sometimes, but.. there will be this period u'll jus be on cloud 9. maybe cloud 10. haha. crap.
reveal my early bday wish. someone will drive me to drive in mac and buy hotcakes for breakfast ! i don't mind bike also !! hahaha ! bicycle also can ! (: (: (: what nonsense. but i swear i will be uberly happy. really. and and and a self made bday card. hahaha ! i tink i will need to wait afew years before its being fulfilled. haha! but nevermind. 18 is coming. what a nice no !
to: julia. eh, bloody hell. when are you coming back la. damn long alr la. and u haven send me that sakae pic !! i'll buy you sth frm shanghai to make up for what u gave me ok ! haha nxt time pls buy bigger size shirt. im trying v hard to get rid of my tummy. LOL. my gems appointment tmrw i tink i wan physocology. shall see lo !
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I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tummy in the mirror and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer my breath fogged up the glass and so I drew a new face and laughed
